long times

So fall has just begun.. Summer was interesting... well not really all that much.. I retook calc 3 and got my passing C and I took Thermodynamics and got a C so those are good enough... I spent most of the time working when I wasn't in class... After summer classes ended I started working more, went to the beach once or twice and bought 3 busch gardens passes... one for me, one for my sister and one for the boyfriend... I changed my summer hours to 530pm-9pm for working and then all day fri, sat, and sun with monday was my only day off... I made some good money... had some good times... Now school has started back and I have to cut my hours again.. Now I'm just working saturday and sundays until they fire me and hire someone else fulltime, which might be quite sooner than I expected because they just hired two new people... whatever...

Well now to today... well lets not skip that far ahead just yet. My sister left for Jersey and I miss her.. its been like a whole 2 days or so...but yea, we've never really been apart... I mean, she's been on trips and stuff, but this isn't a trip... this is her moving away.. its scary... So I got back from Jersey Saturday night at like 2am (my mom and I drove up with her wednesday) and I had to work sunday morning at 8a.... work was rough.. it was a hectic day and on top of that I was depressed... So I did what I always do when I get down.. I went to see the boyfriend.. yea... that did not turn out well... I got there like an hour or so before him so I layed down in his bed and took a nap.. Well, he got home about 830pm or so, im not 100% sure, but yea, I definately didn't get the reaction I wanted... I expected him to be happier to see me, and greet me with a big hug and an "I missed you" or at least a "Welcome back"... but I got neither.. I didn't even get a real kiss... If anything, I swear he was upset that I was there or something, fuck if i know.. but yea, I think he wanted "something" else but all I really wanted was a hug and an I miss you... So, the tears started... then I told him that all I wanted was a big hug and an i miss you.. so ofcourse he said it and gave me the hug... pfftt.. too late... then he did his quiet thing, pfft, whatever.. then he looked at his watch and was like "i have to get back to work now".. by then the tears had stopped alittle, but he gets up, snatches whatever he had brought home for lunch threw it in the fridge and left ANGRY again... so the tears ran again... so I left after him and was BAWLING... yea, so I went driving for about an hour.. then I decided to stop and get some tylenol PM :) and nail polish and some other crap... spent about $30 at CVS... glorious! But yea, I looked a mess... my eyes were sooooo incredibly RED.. like it was a sight....Like, I've had red eyes from allergies or being high, but this was like the whites of my eyes were gone and replaced with red--like blood red-- it was CRAZY!


So now to today... I had classes... it was cool.. I have DE (Differential Equations) with my buddy joey, I have Salsa Dance 1 with joey's cousin Faddy, my communication for engineers class is cool and the people are nice/fun... organic was iffy because there were like 6sections in there because it was the monster session, but hopefully tomorrow will be better cuz its small sections tomorrow... but I'll see and update .. hehe.. I'm feeling better.. still a little depressed but better... rob still hasn't called me yet so I dunno whats up with that, but sure as hell am not gonna call him... oh well..


ok, thats enough for now, I gotta run... class in the morning and all... tootles!