A new beginning

So its been about what? 2 years since my last post. I'm not 100% sure why I stopped these, I probably just got bored or distracted. In any case, I'm back bitches! So welcome back to my wonderful life!

long times

So fall has just begun.. Summer was interesting... well not really all that much.. I retook calc 3 and got my passing C and I took Thermodynamics and got a C so those are good enough... I spent most of the time working when I wasn't in class... After summer classes ended I started working more, went to the beach once or twice and bought 3 busch gardens passes... one for me, one for my sister and one for the boyfriend... I changed my summer hours to 530pm-9pm for working and then all day fri, sat, and sun with monday was my only day off... I made some good money... had some good times... Now school has started back and I have to cut my hours again.. Now I'm just working saturday and sundays until they fire me and hire someone else fulltime, which might be quite sooner than I expected because they just hired two new people... whatever...

Well now to today... well lets not skip that far ahead just yet. My sister left for Jersey and I miss her.. its been like a whole 2 days or so...but yea, we've never really been apart... I mean, she's been on trips and stuff, but this isn't a trip... this is her moving away.. its scary... So I got back from Jersey Saturday night at like 2am (my mom and I drove up with her wednesday) and I had to work sunday morning at 8a.... work was rough.. it was a hectic day and on top of that I was depressed... So I did what I always do when I get down.. I went to see the boyfriend.. yea... that did not turn out well... I got there like an hour or so before him so I layed down in his bed and took a nap.. Well, he got home about 830pm or so, im not 100% sure, but yea, I definately didn't get the reaction I wanted... I expected him to be happier to see me, and greet me with a big hug and an "I missed you" or at least a "Welcome back"... but I got neither.. I didn't even get a real kiss... If anything, I swear he was upset that I was there or something, fuck if i know.. but yea, I think he wanted "something" else but all I really wanted was a hug and an I miss you... So, the tears started... then I told him that all I wanted was a big hug and an i miss you.. so ofcourse he said it and gave me the hug... pfftt.. too late... then he did his quiet thing, pfft, whatever.. then he looked at his watch and was like "i have to get back to work now".. by then the tears had stopped alittle, but he gets up, snatches whatever he had brought home for lunch threw it in the fridge and left ANGRY again... so the tears ran again... so I left after him and was BAWLING... yea, so I went driving for about an hour.. then I decided to stop and get some tylenol PM :) and nail polish and some other crap... spent about $30 at CVS... glorious! But yea, I looked a mess... my eyes were sooooo incredibly RED.. like it was a sight....Like, I've had red eyes from allergies or being high, but this was like the whites of my eyes were gone and replaced with red--like blood red-- it was CRAZY!


So now to today... I had classes... it was cool.. I have DE (Differential Equations) with my buddy joey, I have Salsa Dance 1 with joey's cousin Faddy, my communication for engineers class is cool and the people are nice/fun... organic was iffy because there were like 6sections in there because it was the monster session, but hopefully tomorrow will be better cuz its small sections tomorrow... but I'll see and update .. hehe.. I'm feeling better.. still a little depressed but better... rob still hasn't called me yet so I dunno whats up with that, but sure as hell am not gonna call him... oh well..


ok, thats enough for now, I gotta run... class in the morning and all... tootles!

woooo summa time!

hey people...all maybe 2 of you that read this... Summer is here and I was supposed to be working like crazy BUT ofcourse I screwed up and have to retake calc 3 along with my thermodynamics class... sonuvabitch.. but anyhoo, I only work weekends but I got to class every week day.. Its not so bad.. Calc 3 at HCC is kinda cool... I think i might be LEARNING something.. its crazy! My boyfriend got his hours switched and now he works 2p-11p so we barely see each other but we make time for each other, whether its lunch or break between classes we make do. I've been spending time with my old homegirl from back in the day (Carly). I dunno what it is but no matter how long we are apart or whatever, when we do meet up again, its like we just pick up right were we leftoff.. its cool.. I don't know what I'm really gonna do this summer besides school and work, but i was thinking of taking a trip or two. My sister is going to New Jersey for grad school so she wants to take a preliminary trip up there and possibly stop in New York for a minute, and since i LOVE New York, ofcourse I wanna go... Also i might take a little trip to Chicago.. I think it will be fun if I go with my sis and some friends and just kinda wander the city... but who knows.. its all just a thought right now.. I'm in a good mood cuz I got paid today.. i really need to set up my direct deposit so I can get my money sooner, but whatever. Perhaps I'll post some more recent pics of me too... i dunno, i'm just kinda all over the place right now.. However, I do believe it might be time for a nap... hmmm.... :0)... what to do, what to do? ;0).... alright.. gotta jet.. or rather, I'm just gonna go, I don't have to but I want to take a nap... ttyl :0)...

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YAY

Hallo.. guess what?! Its FEBRUARY!!!! That means I'll be hitting the big 2-0 this month.. woo woo! I'm excited. This is gonna be a big month for me.. I mean, sure I have exams in all my classes this month, but also, I'm going to New York the 11th (so excited!) and then I'm turning 20 on the 18th (awesome!).. haha, 20 on the 18th.. but anyhoo, I'm excited.. I should be studying for my calc 3 test tomorrow but I dun wanna.. There is so much coming up! okay, not really all that much, but this time next week, I'll be preparing for NEW YORK bitches! Granted its only a weekend, but still...

YAY

Hallo.. guess what?! Its FEBRUARY!!!! That means I'll be hitting the big 2-0 this month.. woo woo! I'm excited. This is gonna be a big month for me.. I mean, sure I have exams in all my classes this month, but also, I'm going to New York the 11th (so excited!) and then I'm turning 20 on the 18th (awesome!).. haha, 20 on the 18th.. but anyhoo, I'm excited.. I should be studying for my calc 3 test tomorrow but I dun wanna.. There is so much coming up! okay, not really all that much, but this time next week, I'll be preparing for NEW YORK bitches! Granted its only a weekend, but still... Its gonna be valentine's day weekend, I'm gonna be staying in a hotel with my boyfriend, i'm gonna have lunch with one of my best friends in the world and I get to see New York!.. perhaps the weekend after that, I'll go to Chicago.. who knows?! Where is this money coming from you ask? well, I'm proud to say that I paid for my own ticket with my saved allowance so thats awesome.. I kinda feel bad but at the same time am overjoyed at the fact that rob's stepmom is paying for half our hotel.. I mean, she booked it and with it being $140 a night and us staying 2 nights, there'd be no way in the world rob and i would be able to afford that.. so we're paying for one night and she's paying for the other night... hurrah! I technically did find a hotel that was cheaper (about half the price) but they said it was too far away from New York (it was in Secacus New Jersey) and so she chose the hotel and because of that she's paying the second night.. but thats cool, I'm gonna bring her chocolates and rob's getting his dad something, but i dunno what... whatever, I'm just happy to be going... So far I've spent $150 on stuff to bring there and i only bought 3 things.. I bought a big down coat cuz it'll be cold, and i bought some sneakers and boots (both from sketchers cuz they were having a sale) but i still need to buy some warm clothes.. nothing big, just some sweaters and maybe some pants.. ya kno, basics... Can ya tell I'm terribly excited? haha.. oh well.. whatever.. alright, i'm done babbling for the moment aboiut New York, so I'll talk about something else..


Spring semester has started and I'm taking a relatively light load. I'm taking Intro to Sociology, Into to the Arts, Engineering Economics, and Engineering Calc 3. Calc 3 is the test I have tomorrow, then Econ is next tuesday, then the monday after that is sociology i think or something along those lines, I dunno. I only know what I have to do before I leave. I love my calc 3 class tho. Its awesome. My teacher is this cool guy who plays music while we take notes and such and it just keeps my attention. It is the most notes I have ever taken for a class, but thats alright, as long as I'm learning. My Econ teacher is a woman engineer which is awesome. She dresses so incredibly cute and really doesn't look her age. She's done all this cool stuff, but I dunno if I like how she teaches. I don't really understand what is going on but thats prolly my fault since I haven't printed out the notes she posted. I'm scared about taking her test cuz things aren't looking good, but I'm prolly just gonna have to study my ass off this weekend. My Arts class is alright. The teacher is cool. I think he's gay but I could be wrong. My Sociology class is boring. So far it just irks me. She doesn't have things organized well enough for me and she tends to go off on tangents but hey, what can ya do? She also reminds me of Stuart's (from staturday night live) mom. Haha.. she's sweet and all, but I mean, she's just kinda not organized enough but I guess thats what i get for taking intro to sociology... oh well.. alright, i think thats enough talk for tonight.. i'll check back later...

Christmas

So its Christmas.. kinda.. give or take a few hours, but I'm sick as hell. I feel like poop, and its not really getting better. Its been a rough night. I went to ROb's, started sneezing uncontrollably. Went to get gas, and found myself standing in a puddle, went back to rob's, sneezed so hard, my glasses fell off and the lense (which was already ghetto-rigged) fell out and I was super snotty. Then I get home, help put away the food, but any and everything liquid spills on me so I have to change clothes AGAIN. As of right now, I'm snotty and feeling like poo, and I still have to go to church in the morning.. I'm thinking I'll just take some Nyquil and see how I feel in the morning.. ttyl..

again

Ello... So school is out.. Vacation is here.. and I'm totally bored.. I wish school was back.. at least then I had something to do.... oh well... this semester was rough but it ended well, so i'm happy.. tomorrow its busch gardens for me then prolly shopping or something adn then christmas stuffs and who knows from there... but anyhoo.. ttyl..